....I feel really depressed, it's my friend's burial today and its our defense and seems like everything not where it should be,waaaaaaaaaaaaa! dam...its eating up too much of me, i feel like im sooo alone,and not competent its like suddenly you feel like u dont know what to do, crazzi.. but thanks to the concern people who always lets me know and makes me feel that i got ther back....luv y'all...

current mood: depressed

man, everthing seems gloomy...sometimes, i just wanna run away ...i just saw this pic, like a hippie man, It's all about peace and love yo!=) life should be like that,less complicated...

current mood: gloomy

man, im bored...im just here sitting and facing this monitor.i tried watching tv, didnt work,lol! and trrying to check on this chatrooms, but i dont get lucky to have some decent talk with anyone, so i just rather refrain from that thing and just update this journal thing instead. its gloomy outisde and drizzling intermittently,  i dont feel like goin out tho prolly ill just go to see friend's 2nyt at funeral wake.....well, i hafta go, i feel lazy and bored...=(

current mood: bored